Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2004 5:08 pm
I just want to thank the entire clan and guild for your support during this very rough period. I was hugely distraught over this idea that people actually hated me and would leave the city over me. I was under the impression taht most of what I was doing was directed at you guys who I knew would not take it the wrong way, knew I was kidding around, and understood my sick, perverted sense of humor. I am of course willing to take a "time out" and have already decided to change my ways as much as I can. My sex macros are being rewritten to be for group chat only so no one who doesn't want to has to be exposed to my sensual typings. I'm also hugely sorry that Anus and Cypher had to go through so much on account of me. The past several days I haven't even playing much on Radiant, but I'm sure if I was there, I could have saved you some trouble. I'm very sorry Genesis lost people because of my actions. I admit that I'm have been known to get out of hand at times. This is because I have my own social issues and some actual disorders which I won't go into. I'm also used to hanging out with FoU'sters who I know understand what I'm talking about. I was crying hysterically when Gen told me that I had to "get out of his city." All I wanted was to be liked. I know I've given various girls hard times because I'm really very insecure, and online, with you guys, that's the only place where people think of me as a sexual and attractive creature. (I know I'm a hottie, LOL, but people don't like me much in RL)Once again, I'm very sorry for all the trouble I've caused, and thank you very much to those of you who supported me. In the future, if anyone has a problem with me, please tell me IMMEDIATELY when I say something that offends you. I won't take it the wrong way. I don't usual realize when I'm being offensive and I'm always open to change.So, I guess that's it. I'll be closing my house in Rage, changing the sign, and I've moved to a small, nodescript house about 600m outside of the city. I won't be spending much time there for a while, and I will be spending more time on Naboo, working there. If anyone needs anything, send me a tell. If I'm not on Radiant, you can likely reach me at /tell Ahazi.xaverri, during my usual online hours. Thank you all. Love and Kisses, Jaina
OFF WITH HER.......CLOTHES!!!
Anyway I have had several complaints about Jaina from several members and a few other's I consider friends. Now Jaina's apparant insecurity or immaturity or whatever it is doesn't bother me too much my problem is that it bothers others that I care about. And I don't think anyone should be spammed with cybersex tells from anyone if they don't want it. But I think what finally made me up and leave was when someone made a personal attack against me during the heat of an arguement with another person which resulted in that person deleting their character. Which by the way is just flat out wrong noone should have to delete a character to avoid talking to someone. Now if you have a problem with me than talk to me but don't talk about me behind my back. Frankly Im tired of people complaining to me about what someone else said or did. I would much rather play and enjoy this game then deal with this drama. Afterall I PAY for the right to play this game neither I nor anyone else should have to be insulted or harassed or abused. We're here to escape RL not to deal with real life issues. Anyway that is all for now.